Due to my broken laptop and a plethora of life and college issues, I will be away from Tumblr for a while. That might be a good practice to try writing more and more. I will be keeping note, I’ll be recording the smallest stories to the biggest obstacles and triumphs. I want 2014 to be a good year and now here I am, on the brink of difficulty, brimming with kindness and hoping that I will give more love and light.
- and now here i am, looking at my whole being like it’s a stranger.
- or maybe this thin, gossamer-skinned girl is who i really am, i’ve been looking at myself untruthfully for the past nineteen years.
- maybe that’s because i’ve been focusing on who i want to be.
- my heart wants to love, but Time and Priorities say, “Not Yet.”
- my heart wants to love, but i’m beginning to think i want that love for myself.
- i don’t want boys to fall for me while i think of them as just friends.
- that creates a lot of problems,
- i’m beginning to be a cold bitch, and the thing is, i like and maybe-sort-of want it as well.