Ah, I’ve caught the Meyer Twilight virus. Now I can’t stop craving for Rosalie/Edward and Jasper/Rosalie.
The story is almost finished but I cannot write the (un)ending.
|How will you use this gift?|
|To punish those who prey on the weak, to curb the power of men.|
I am nearly finished with a piece of fic I’ve been writing so that leaves
me with 20 more or so fics waiting to be worded, published, and catalogued.
I wonder if I’ll ever stop writing fanfiction, if I will fit words to my
silhouette, write my life into a story. Then I realized I am already doing
it. I have started to fill the pages of a journal, slowly, and it is hard
progress, arduous work, all this introspection / observation / wordization
(yes, i made that up). And I should probably keep my word in keeping an
online journal but I am too selfish to share what I put on tangible page.
Maybe someday. For now, that next fanfiction on the list, please.
PS. i am striving to finish before december. the thortasha piece, the
frigga-loki one, the thor-loki thing, and that AU loki-tasha are piled up
on my queue. i will only publish by twos or threes, so i’m really trying to
hurry. but procrastination is a tidal wave after tidal wave against my
shaky resolve. ach